for you!

You must be somewhere out there and i don't know how to find you... I think I got tired of searching for you, for me, for something I dream of... I think that's all you are, just a dream, a miracle of love, but not a real one.... my heart cries out for you and this distance is killing me... I can't reach out for you... you are tired of reaching out for me... I never find you, unless I close my eyes and dream... I never feel you unless you will ever be real...

Sometimes I hate you for not knowing all that I feel and for not keeping your promise... still you are so real... as real as your cold hand was the day you grab mine... you should never let it go.... I still care... I always will...