daily dose....

You're no longer my last phone call, or last text message, and no longer my last kiss
Yet somehow, you're still the first thing on my mind.



that girl, she's trouble in a tank top & short shorts. that girl is me.

hmmmm

"I want a drink. I want fifty drinks. I want a pipe and some rock. I want a long fat line of meth, I want ten hits of acid, a tube of industrial-strength glue. Give me a bottle of pills, give me some dope laced with PCP. Give me something. Anything. I need to get out of here. If not in body, at least in mind. I need to get the fuck out of here."





It's a traffic jam when you're already late. It's a no-smoking sign on your cigarette break. It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife. It's meeting the man of my dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife. And isn't it ironic?




I have tried to live my life so that my family would love me and my friends would respect me. The others, they can do whatever the hell they please.





When he grabbed my hand, half of me wanted to scream not to touch me. And half wanted to beg him never to let go.




Labels are for filing. 

Labels are for clothing. 

Labels are not for people. 

  + + Martina Navratilova

forever mean never

"I may be the girl of us two, but I've proven that I've got more balls"








you walk around like you're okay. maybe you're not, atleast not today.
the sun's not shining, but there's no rain..
this feeling of missing you is driving me insane.






"I looked up and you were staring at me with a smile on your face.
There's nothing in the world that I would change about that night"







ack then, a lot was different about me. I was almost a completely different person, and maybe if things hadn't changed as much as they had, I'd still be the same. However, the truth is, everything had changed, and it wouldn't be the same again.








 I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close...not even a little bit, not even at all.
-10 things i hate about you.








You're that guy that no matter how many more guys
I go through, I'll always have a thing for you.





i won't fight to stay when all you want for me to do is leave. i'm not gonna miss you when you don't miss me. i'm not gonna care when you don't at all. i'm just not going to try anymore. you've kept my hopes up for much too long.
it's about time they come crashing back down to earth.






Cause like you said, this is it.
This is life. And I'm in love with you...
I think that's the only thing I've ever really been sure of in my entire life.
And I'm really messed up right now,
and I got a whole lot of stuff I have to work out,
but I don't want to waste any more of my life without you in it.









People who belong together, stay together,
despite major setbacks and disagreements.
They may deal in fault and blame temporarily,
but ultimately they work things out.
Love conquers all.




There comes a point when you just love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it.






There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever.




I sit &wonder about your whereabouts, while my own life is going nowhere. Sometimes I wonder if i'll ever get it right, if i'll ever see you again, if it's all one big joke.. Maybe there really isn't such a thing as a fate. Maybe we live &we die, and that's all there is to it. Maybe the outcome of our life really depends on how we choose to live it, not by praying and wishing for a sign to direct us.
These moments count. And I realized I don't ever wanna waste another one without you.


I've kissed a guy, I’ve kissed guys. I just haven’t felt that thing that thing, when you kiss someone, everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing you focus on is that one person. And you realize that that person is the only person you’re supposed to be kissing for the rest of your life and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry cause you feel so lucky that you’ve found it and so scared that it’ll go away, all at the same time.  -Never Been Kissed     ...i have been kissed</3








I remember being thirteen years old, sitting in my room all night,
listening to the same song over and over. I thought that if I could
write something beautiful, something honest,
I could make someone love me.







Let them hate you, but let it be because
you are a good person in a bad world...





i can't explain this feeling for you, but i guess i can try it's like i've waited for this one thing my whole life, and it's suddenly right in front of me. i know you sometimes doubt how you feel for me, and sometimes i doubt how i feel for you, but then there are times, stupid times, like when we're posing for a picture, or im sitting in your car, or when we're walking together and we brush against each other, and i know without a question that you're feeling the same way i am. and those moments, however few or far between, make everything we go through worth it. what can i say?somewhere in these past few months, i've fallen in love.

LOVE

She was the kind of girl who never let guys get the best of her. The kind of girl who didn't need a guy to make her happy. The kind of girl who didn't fall in love easily
 until that one guy came along






Honestly,
 if I could go back in time, 
I would fix ever setting eyes on you. 
Maybe then I would love someone else.
 Maybe I woudn't be so broken up inside.





If it really didn't matter,
You wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.




Isn't it ironic? 
We ignore the ones who adore us,
Adore the ones who ignore us,
Love the ones who hurt us
 and hurt the ones that love us




Promise me you won't forget me because if I thought you would, I'd never let you leave. -- Winnie the Pooh





We spend half our life sleeping, but we spend our whole life waiting. Waiting in lines, waiting for times, waiting to be old enough, waiting for a call. We're always waiting. We just don't always realize it. waiting for someone to say something, waiting for them to notice you. Constantly waiting for that one person, and they have no idea you're waiting for them.





as we grow older together, as we continue to change
with age, there is one thing that will never change;
i will always keep falling in love with you.

he is the only one for me because
there is no one better than him &&
no one can make me feel the way he does.


If we weren't meant to give
things another try, our paths and
thoughts would not keep crossing
and we would not keep tripping
over our feelings for each other.
But, We do. And I wouldn't have it any other way




I love you not because you're adorable or because you're sweet
or because you're more than my best friend.
I love you because you make me step outside myself
and look at who I really am.
You make me want to be a better person,
just because of how you are with me.

TEENAGE

Teenagers are at a crazy age. You're too young to vote and too old not to be in love. You live in a house someone else owns but your dreams are already somewhere else.





Kiss me now that I'm older. I won't try to control you. Friday nights have been lonely without you here. Take it slow but don't warn me, just like you never used too.




I have a feeling that you're gonna break my heart again. I have a feeling that I'll let you do it





People say that the bad memories cause the most pain. But actually it’s the good ones that drive you insane.




I still crave your attention and aproval. And I have no idea why.







The wisest person in the room is the one who made the most mistakes.
-Rev Run





It still hurts her, that feeling that you want nothing
to do with her, it hurts her a lot more than you would
think, you hurt her a lot worse than you think you did but she'll never show it.



So, now you love me? Thats cute, that's adorable in fact, considering you let me go. You pushed me away and im no idiot, i took the hint and got over you and now you decide you love me? bullshit, you're too late.

CHOCOLATE

“All you need is love. But a little chocolate now and then doesn’t hurt.”

Charles M. Schulz

Mmm… Chocolate! I call it the happy drug. But not in a bad way. I call it the happy drug because it a) has this uncanny ability of making people feel happy, and b) has a tendency to be annoyingly addicting. But again, it’s not in a bad way. In fact, it’s good… really good! Chocolate is packed with antioxidants and may even help lower blood pressure. Hear that: chocolate is actually good for you! (In reasonable and moderate amounts of course.) And it’s also considered by many to be an aphrodisiac. ;)

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Now, you may be asking yourself why in the world I chose to write about chocolate today. Well, why not write about chocolate? You may also be wondering what chocolate has to do with weddings. It doesn’t. Not really. (Unless you’re having a chocolate wedding cake or cupcakes.) I chose to write about chocolate today to taunt you. (I’m kidding.) It’s because February is the month of chocolate as much as it is the month of l o v e.
Think about it: February is the most popular candy month of the year – second only to October. And chocolate is the candy of choice (next to candy conversation hearts) on Valentine’s Day. And whether you are single, in a relationship, engaged, or married – February 14th means chocolate in one way or another.

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Let’s talk about some of the ways you can enjoy chocolate on this loveliest day of love. And all days really. :)
Chocolate Pudding, Ice Cream, or Gelato : If you’re single this Valentine’s Day, spend it with the two men who never let a girl down – Ben and Jerry. Remember to never give up hope that love is out there. Stop looking for it and it’ll come to you. Until then, there is nothing better than a pudding cup with a dollop of whipped cream or a tub of ice cream to cheer you up.
Chocolate Fondue : How can you say no to a bubbling pot of chocolate fondue? Slice fruits like apples, strawberries, bananas, and pineapple for dunking in the chocolatey goodness. Try large marshmallows too for added fun!
Brownies : Can you say fabulous, fudgey, and delicious? They’re great on their own, frosted, minted (with Andes candies), or beneath a sundae. Yum! (Tip: Looking for a more Valentine-ish brownie recipe? Try Tuxedo Brownies – white chocolate cream cheese frosting, raspberry jam, and fresh raspberries. It’s dreamily divine.)

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Coffee Mocha : On Valentine’s Day why not hit a Starbucks and pick up a Mocha (or White Chocolate Mocha) for you and your honey? If you’re snowed in (or just feeling lazy) try stirring a piece of Valentine’s chocolate into your morning coffee for a chocolatey treat!
Hot Chocolate : Not a coffee drinker? Try a large mug of hot cocoa smothered with whipped cream, mini marshmallows, or marshmallow fluff. Mmm!! (Try homemade marshmallows!)

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Chocolate Chip Cookies, Muffins, or Pancakes : Pure, classic, deliciousness. You’re sure to make your sweetie smile with any of these baked goods. Especially if they’re made with love!
Box o’ Chocolates : You can never go wrong with a box (preferably heart shaped on V-Day) of chocolates!

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Cupcakes : My all-time favorite cupcake is yellow cake smothered with chocolate frosting! But I wouldn’t say no to a chocolate frosted chocolate cupcake either. Or cake for that matter. (Tip: My all-time favorite chocolate on chocolate cupcake mix is by the Barefoot Contessa. It’s the fluffiest frosting EVER.)
Chocolate Covered Bacon : OK, before you pass judgment, remember this: Don’t judge a book by its cover! Because I am here to tell you that chocolate covered bacon is AMAZING. Last year, I went to Whole Foods a few days before Valentine’s Day. They were running a chocolate event where every department put together a dish using chocolate. There were chocolate covered strawberries in produce, chocolate rubbed (I think it was chilean sea bass) in seafood, and chocolate covered bacon in the butcher shoppe. I kid you not it was as if breakfast AND dessert had exploded in my mouth!! If you like bacon, and you like chocolate, you’ll LOVE this!

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M&Ms : With so many different types of M&Ms to choose from these days, you and your man are sure to find a bag to share and indulge in! And if you’re feeling fancy, you could even get them personalized! (P.S. Pretzel M&M’s are ridiculously ADDICTING!)

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Chocolate Covered Strawberries : A favorite and very popular Valentine’s Day treat! If you wish to indulge in these chocolate covered berries on February 14th – decide early! If you want to make them yourself, buy the ingredients ahead before they run out. And if you’re looking to place an order – do it soon! Don’t think you’ll pick up an even dozen the day of. Most stores will fill all previously placed orders, but will only make a minimal number for in-store pick-up. (Meaning they will probably sell out before you can say Happy Valentine’s Day.) Take note: they aren’t the cheapest treat either – so if you’re looking to save a couple bucks, do-it-yourself! In fact, why not make them with your sweetie? It’ll be fun and delicious! ;)

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Chocolate Covered Pretzels : The perfect salty and sweet treat! And one of my personal favorites. (If I’m being honest – they’re my ultimate weakness!)
Chocolate Kisses : Need I say more? ;)

Now that I have given you an intense craving for chocolate – go ahead, INDULGE! And then share a little with your sweetie! Show someone you care this Valentine’s Day with a little choc-o-lat!
Oh, and tell them you love them too! That’s important! (Although you should be telling the ones you love that you love them on a regular basis – not saving it for this holiday created by Hallmark and Hershey’s.)

XO XO